3.9.18 | 1:01 am
I wish I could turn off my thoughts, maybe activate "Do Not Disturb" on my brain's emotional passageways, make an abrupt halt to the constant, racing traffic zooming through the tunnels and roads and bridges leading to you.
Thoughts of you keep circling around, in an orbit, so cyclical and so addicting. My thoughts of you tug at the strings to my puppet heart, sending it swaying and thumping with every feeling.
I miss you, but you're not mine, and it's been awhile but time hasn't helped with my acceptance of it. I could acknowledge the past as much as I want and look forward to the future with hope and an open mind, but it won't change anything... it never does.
The thing is, I don't want to wait for ten years down the line, living in a different city, complete strangers by then. I don't want to wait until we're both adults with real jobs and real lives and maybe even families.
I hate the notion of "Right person, wrong time" and I wish it wasn't the truth, but maybe it is and if it is, perhaps it's our inevitable destiny.
I just wish I could be right for you now, and you could be right for me, and ten years down the line we'll be adults in the same city, with real jobs and real lives but we'll be together and we'll be family to each other.
Thoughts of you keep circling around, in an orbit, so cyclical and so addicting. My thoughts of you tug at the strings to my puppet heart, sending it swaying and thumping with every feeling.
I miss you, but you're not mine, and it's been awhile but time hasn't helped with my acceptance of it. I could acknowledge the past as much as I want and look forward to the future with hope and an open mind, but it won't change anything... it never does.
The thing is, I don't want to wait for ten years down the line, living in a different city, complete strangers by then. I don't want to wait until we're both adults with real jobs and real lives and maybe even families.
I hate the notion of "Right person, wrong time" and I wish it wasn't the truth, but maybe it is and if it is, perhaps it's our inevitable destiny.
I just wish I could be right for you now, and you could be right for me, and ten years down the line we'll be adults in the same city, with real jobs and real lives but we'll be together and we'll be family to each other.
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