8.9.18 | nest
I ask her what she wants, knowing I don't even know what I want. How hypocritical.
Part of me longs for her to answer, "You, I want you," plain and simple, exactly what we are not.
Nearby, another part of me fears this.
I'm good at attracting girls who don't want to commit to me. Now I've discovered I'm equally good at pushing away the one girl who does want to commit.
How do I long for commitment while simultaneously fearing it?
The same way a baby bird yearns to fly but is too afraid to fall from the nest.
Part of me longs for her to answer, "You, I want you," plain and simple, exactly what we are not.
Nearby, another part of me fears this.
I'm good at attracting girls who don't want to commit to me. Now I've discovered I'm equally good at pushing away the one girl who does want to commit.
How do I long for commitment while simultaneously fearing it?
The same way a baby bird yearns to fly but is too afraid to fall from the nest.
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