12.14.17

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a month from now I'll be coming back to this place.
I'll be unpacking my car and moving back into my second home after a month of homesickness.
I'll come back to my white walls dented and damaged and absorbed with secrets shared during 2 AM study sessions.
I'll come back with peachy hair and a vibrancy to enter the new year and new semester.
I'll be refreshed, rejuvenated, hopefully with a glow reminiscent of bubbly champagne.
I'll exchange stories from a familiar bottom bunk bed and I'll laugh and reminisce and listen to theirs since they're far more exciting anyway.
I'll be happy to be back.
I know this because I'm already so sad to leave.

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